my new sig

the new bill pic!

well well well...

everything has ended.

how typical.

i knew it was coming. i could tell.

and my dad has got my cousin on my old msn (since my dad knows my password for it now) and i'm not even aloud to go on mine because the family is on my case...gahh >___<. why do my family have to get involved with everything -_-''. its like i cant suffer by myself without my family making it ten times worse >__<. i found my perfect song for how i feel right now too....and i don't care what anyone thinks...

i just want to thank rachel and maria and emi for being by my side, thanks chica's <3

i feel like ripping out my heart...

i feel like it has no use anymore...

why am i even bothering to breath...

i just want to curl up in a ball and die...

i feel terrible =[

honestly i feel sick...not just sick...i mean sick as a dog....

i feel like i've eaten half of the beach...my throat is killin....also feels like i've been on a rollercoaster too long too.
i didnt sleep last night either....i was too busy thinking....
i meant every word i said on my pour my heart out blog....
i love him like no other....i've never felt like this with anyone before.....but....
i dunno....i just want to hear from him.....i want to know what he thinks...
i just can't stop thinking about him...


i just...don't know what to do....


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'sealed with an xo'

in Her Eyes

yeh i'm pretty much in love with this song

It's a saturday night
Nothing will go wrong
But if it does do i care ?
I just dont know how to run
It's a saturday night
And i hope you believe
My heart is calling your name
So hear me out when i say

I can see it in her eyes
When she turns to me and smiles
Everything feels so right
Until the morning light

I can see it in her eyes
When she turns to me and smiles
Everything feels so right
Until the morning light

"Are you ready to party "

It's a saturday night
Nothing will go wrong
But if it does do i care ?
I just dont want to run
It's a saturday night
And i hope you believe
My heart is calling your name
So hear me out when i say

I can see it in her eyes
When she turns to me and smiles
Everythingd feels so right
Until the morning light

"Are you ready"

i can see it in her eyes

pouring out my heart edition

the thing is...we've known each other for a year...and have had an amazing 9 months together....

i love you....honestly i do......

the reason i've been asking questions lately is to see how u feel about me.....

i feel like i want to know more.....

9 months is long....and i just want to know if u still feel the same...after what we've been through...

i want you to know...you need to be honest with me...

if you don't want me...you need to say...

i need the truth...i need honesty....


i love you...