Norsk Blogg no.#1

Så ...
Den siste uken har ikke vært den beste.
Det hele startet da jeg besvimte i Truro.
Jeg besvimte igjen på tirsdag.
på onsdag mamma tok mitt blod å se hvordan min sukker var ...
Og det var fint, helt normalt.
Torsdag begynte jeg å føle seg litt syk.
Fredag .. det hele begynte.
Jeg gikk for min blodprøve og de måtte ta tre filer av det. VONDT!
Så jeg var i full smerte.
og deretter på kvelden jeg følte meg virkelig syk så jeg gikk til sengs.
senere at natt ble jeg veldig syk.
hele helgen har jeg vært syk ... Jeg er litt syk nå ikke, men så dårlig som jeg var. menn i dag er jeg bare fokusere på å bli bedre i dag.
og hvis kjæresten min kommer online jeg vil føle deg mye bedre haha.

vel jeg skal gå.
~Ha det

Helzy_xo
'forseglet med en xo'

AHa sooooo xD

well at the moment,
i'm in bed...
talking to rach discussing about how addicted i am to disney films haha.
but i deffo think my boyfriend is like Thomas O'Malley
ahaaa.
for you poor people who dont know who thomas o'malley is...here is a video.



Haha :')
has my blood tests on friday,
AND IT KILLED.
i have the fattest bruise ever.
and apparently my veins are too deep >__<
gah.
oh well.

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

'no i'm just....Anaemic.'

well yes...theres a 95% chance that i'm Anaemic.

Anaemia - Lack of Blood.

today the nurse decided to take about three bottles of my blood...like....u know....apparently enough to see if i have anaemia or anything else. (it was enough to give the whole fucking cullen family!!)
so of course yesterday i was making jokes about how i might be half vampire ha.
but i can tell you one thing now.
i hate...HATE....blood tests.
they hurt like a bitch...no joke at all...
even after 2 hours i'm in pain.
cause apparently my veins are so deep.
(Fuckin lovely they now have to search for my veins when i need blood tests.)
i just want to talk to tomi right now =(.
but he'll be busy......as usual....
so i leave you with something twilight related heh.

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

P.S FOLLOW THIS BLOG!!!
The Fraz Files



this video was made by a girl so special to me named Emi.
if you have youtube Subscribe to her NOW!
she is fantastic at what she does :D.
here is a link to her channel, SO GO SUBSCRIBE!.

UltimateTHFairy

friends, blood tests and Twilight.

right so...each have a heading for each paragraph ok? (btw i need to write more often =S)

*Friends*
its odd....my ex bestfriend..wished me happy birthday...
and i dont even talk to her anymore....
O.o''....
is that normal?

*blood tests*
the fact i might be a prune at the end of this is quite amusing :')
one blood test yesterday, and another today..
how lovely... -__-''

*Twilight*
my door has now become like a memorabilia of twilight...
twilight bellward poster.
team edward card.
Robby P( E.C Himself lol)
Taylor L(Jacob zie wolf)...

*sigh* i feel like an old woman...all i seem to do is complain ...
and i'm pretty sure rach or tomii or even Kaori will agree to that =).


Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

Bumper cars :D

well hello hello helloo
long time no speak...its cus i have no time on my hands no more :(

but anywho...
yesterday and the day before = total *DRAMA*.
yesterday was like a episode of the Hills....

well...see...my cousin decided to get involved with this ''thing'' and so...she got really pissed off cause ''UNKNOWN''* was being a smart arse basically.
so...my cousin...rang me up.....
came to my house with her fags....and drowned me in the smell of smoke in my ROOM!.
and then ofc...i had an urge for a fag after doing sooo well without a fag for a week....and so yeh.....
thought my BF was gonna murder me..turned out he didnt care...but i'm gonna stop anyway!!!.
for the good of my health...besides....i dont wanna pause during sex when my lung capacity is down cause i can't breath XD
(that is the best reason i had ever come up with XD).

so yeh...next time my cousin decide's to do that...she's out of my room.

my life is so uneventful...NOT. lol

well this morning....i woke up to the excitement that TH are going to be on mtv today at 4pm
**getting ready to record it on dvd =P**

and i seen this video and it just made me laugh so much...
TEAM HAGEN AND TOM FTW!!!!!








Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

sig design for chargie

In Love with Karl Kani *______*

yupp, you heard me...i am in love with the women clothing by Karl Kani
WIRKLICH SUPER ;]
oh well titanic night tomorrow *wahey*
so quick shout out to mein schatzii's =D

Emi - die erste schatzzii immer
Aoi - Die erstaunlich schatzii
Rach - die beste schatzii
Maria - die crazy schatzii

und ja.

Carpediem

Helzy_xo
'Sealed with an xo'

The dreaded Cold RETURNS!

aye...i have a cold....*glomp* -__-''
so i'm sat in bed listening to music...
and i have discovered a new band...they're pretty gurd :).
they're called Thousand Foot Krutch.
I'm in love with the songs Breathe You In and Look Away
so not a lot to do really i suppose.
I might do some media work when i can be bothered....(NOT)...ahem..so.
ok so i have come up with this idea...
i'm now gonna start doing translations....German ^^.
so it's gonna be a trial.
Well i gotta go
Bye

Helzy_xo
'Sealed with an xo'


Deutsch:
ja ... Ich habe eine Erkältung *glomp* -_-''

Hier bin ich also im Bett sitzen. Musik zu hören.

und ich fand eine neue Band ich mag.

sie werden als 'Thousand Foot Krutch', sie sind wirklich super.
ich mag die lieder 'Breathe you in' und 'Look away'.

gibt es nichts zu tun heute.

Ich könnte einige der Schule arbeiten später....(NICHT)...ahem....so...
ich habe diese idee, ich werde zu starten zu übersetzen mein blog von Englisch zu Deutsch :).
Ich werde vor Gericht es jedoch zuerst.
aber ja...
ich muss gehen.
Tschüss

Helzy_xo
'versiegelt mit ein xo'

New sig

Tom on Wetten Das and Gards orange juice -.-

Mein Gott...it is official...Tom is 110% pure sexyness =P.
(ye i also got a tongue pic hehehehe)
so...gards orange juice...well.....i was reading a blog and he squished the packet of orange juice..and it happen to land on me -__-''.

so enjoy the sexyness of Mr.Tom Kaulitz

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

Bill Nye the science guy =D

so me and ree are sitting here in science..being bored....as we usually are..... and the room is roasting!!!!!!!!!
me:soo....reeeeee.......what should i write now?

ree:confess your deep dark secret.. ya kno.. the whole lesbian thing ;]

me:whaaa O.o''

ree:dont deny it ive seen you being all gay + all :P

me:...yehhhhh....so...jacks having this major macho thing and his veins are popping out *Ewwww*
ree:pop eye :D

Me: yupp.....he is now using my folder for the mouse -__-

ree:lalalaalla party till you pass out drink till your dead ;]

me: ree likes the 'COCK WEAR' don't u ree ;]

ree: fuckk yh ;D cant get enough of it ;]

me:JACK STOP LOOKIN OVER MY SHOULDER!!!!

jACK : -_- dick...

*ree now discussin bout chairs to jack and jack gettin peeved with the computer and me writing lil sad loner lollll*

Ree: i fell over a chair.. i dont just start talking about them 8)

((Me: Ree just originally put i feel over a chair x'D ))

Ree:¬¬ shut up im well cool 8D

me:...yes ree....u r....
























(just pressed the enter button down and it went spahoos on me =S)
RIGHT GOIN...ree say bye
Ree: BYEEE MOFO :B
me:...mofo aint a nice word ree =$
ree:sorry :3 im going enter shikari next week :D:D:D:D:D

( *me might murder ree ¬.¬*)
Ree: please dont i want my cause of death to be cz of a mosh pit :D
me:...right ok....BYEEEE

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

JETZT GEHT LOS!

Soo i got my A-U-T-O-M-A-T-I-S-C-H single today i was thrillllled =3
and it came with a nifty fridge magnet :')
I luuurv the cover art and Humanoid and Automatic sound absolutely fantastic in german
i love the fact they have little picture of nebula's because it links to space and not forgetting the stars too!.
anywho, today we had games, it was amazing! i really enjoyed it because we are doing...boxing =D.
well i was throwing a few taps at the target on the pads the instructor came up to me and said
"wow natural born boxer" i was like...gleaming. lol

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

so bored -_-

I'm in IT at the moment.. i got english next...i hate school sometimes.
but on the bright side i got to see some new pics of bills hair. it looks pretty cool :).
Sitting next to johnny so we're having a lol...

Gotta go Mr.Brown is giving me evils.

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

restrictions,restrictions,restrictions...

i actually live upstairs now...
I have been restricted =/.
basically it means i'm only aloud downstairs if i need food or a drink.
well....i'm fine with it since i've now made the spare room into my own little sitting room (WITH FREEVIEW!!!!) lol...i already have my own bathroom....and my own bedroom...what else do i need?
i fully enjoyed yesterday though...i felt.....independent.
i love being independent.
i'm eating my chinese at the moment (in my sitting room) whilst talking to Jess(on msn).
Jess is so awesome and are plan is the shizz...officially.
also...waiting for Cuddle Bear and Rach to sign on XD.
i watched What Katie Did Next last night on ITV2...it was rather interesting....
well i'm gonna wait for Emmerdale to come on now so...

Byeee

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

die kreativ, unordentlich, schlafzimmer ;]

ja so....my room is pretty 'unordentlich'
so i think i better clean up before i have inspiration to get creative
on my media work.
i got back to school...and....it was great....
until fourth lesson, i had an assesment which no one told me about so i was a bit
confused with everything.
And then i had to write a personal statement (which again no one told me about) for S.H.E
(S.H.E = social health education) ready for my R.O.A i was like what?!.
oh well i got it sorted so i guess theres nothing to complain about.
God honestly my friend who i will call Anolai* (for the safety of that person)
she just appeared online and said that her ex boyfriend Liam* (again for the safety of the people)
has been meeting up with Anolai's* mate after school and Liam* didnt even want to get near to Georgiana*.... das kranke sau...er macht mich krank -_-''

well i'm going to go and have some chilli con carne (nommmm)


Tschüss!

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

my new sig

the new bill pic!

well well well...

everything has ended.

how typical.

i knew it was coming. i could tell.

and my dad has got my cousin on my old msn (since my dad knows my password for it now) and i'm not even aloud to go on mine because the family is on my case...gahh >___<. why do my family have to get involved with everything -_-''. its like i cant suffer by myself without my family making it ten times worse >__<. i found my perfect song for how i feel right now too....and i don't care what anyone thinks...

i just want to thank rachel and maria and emi for being by my side, thanks chica's <3

i feel like ripping out my heart...

i feel like it has no use anymore...

why am i even bothering to breath...

i just want to curl up in a ball and die...

i feel terrible =[

honestly i feel sick...not just sick...i mean sick as a dog....

i feel like i've eaten half of the beach...my throat is killin....also feels like i've been on a rollercoaster too long too.
i didnt sleep last night either....i was too busy thinking....
i meant every word i said on my pour my heart out blog....
i love him like no other....i've never felt like this with anyone before.....but....
i dunno....i just want to hear from him.....i want to know what he thinks...
i just can't stop thinking about him...


i just...don't know what to do....


Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

in Her Eyes

yeh i'm pretty much in love with this song

It's a saturday night
Nothing will go wrong
But if it does do i care ?
I just dont know how to run
It's a saturday night
And i hope you believe
My heart is calling your name
So hear me out when i say

I can see it in her eyes
When she turns to me and smiles
Everything feels so right
Until the morning light

I can see it in her eyes
When she turns to me and smiles
Everything feels so right
Until the morning light

"Are you ready to party "

It's a saturday night
Nothing will go wrong
But if it does do i care ?
I just dont want to run
It's a saturday night
And i hope you believe
My heart is calling your name
So hear me out when i say

I can see it in her eyes
When she turns to me and smiles
Everythingd feels so right
Until the morning light

"Are you ready"

i can see it in her eyes

pouring out my heart edition

the thing is...we've known each other for a year...and have had an amazing 9 months together....

i love you....honestly i do......

the reason i've been asking questions lately is to see how u feel about me.....

i feel like i want to know more.....

9 months is long....and i just want to know if u still feel the same...after what we've been through...

i want you to know...you need to be honest with me...

if you don't want me...you need to say...

i need the truth...i need honesty....


i love you...

New Moon Poster!!!! =D

HAHA nooo i definetly don't think i'll be the next Bella Swan or Kristen Stewart lol.

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

me and cuddle bear now share my twitter <3

so yeh this was decided last night that cuddle bear is gonna be sharing my twitter ^^
soooo if u wanna follow me and cuddle bear go on:

www.twitter.com/HelzyandTomi

the thing is i'll be using it more....;D
well...by the looks of things cuddle bear's brother is gonna be using it more than him xD
so follow us

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

Happy Birthday Heidi!

Yes it is the lovely Heidi Pratt's 23rd birthday :D
and i just wanna say happy birthday hun!!!
Wish u all the best for an amazing day xxx


Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'




...xx....xx...
..xxxxxxx..
...xxxxxx...
....xxxxx....
........x........

Speidi <3 & twitter

right so, if you dont know about me to well, for about nearly a year now heidi montag has been my role model, i love her style and i love the fact that no matter what she is always strong and she can show it.

and i've just made myself a twitter and i'm totally confused by it XD

follow me on twitter leute:

www.twitter.com/Helzy_xo


Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

<3

so yeh...you should know me by now...i'm totally loved up with cuddle bear <33333

hehe i've never felt so happy in my life :)
everything seems to be going right =].

and i also seen another music video i like ;D

but no seriously don't you love it when you feel amazing so amazing that your shining...so amazing u feel like jumpin out of your skin yelling 'YAYYYY'...yupp thats the feeling ^^

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

The la bandoned blog XD

I'M SOOO SORRY XD

yes i abandoneded my blog **feelin so ashamed xD**

so for you all i bring a song **rave much!**

so started school...went alreet i guess :D.
so in general everyone is like:
Rachel = Lucky Ducky
me= needs ........ heh
Maria = need pressies :/

so jaaaaarh.

i have nothing to do XD
right onto the english work!!
will write soonies =D

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'


P.S.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERMIT,FINWE...MARIAAAA :D

stole of rach

Pick 8 people, and answer 100 questions.

1. Rachel
2. Emmii
3. Maria
4. Kiim
5. emi
6. Christina
7. Tomi
8. Billa


NUMBER THREE: Maria
1. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 3? 2 years
2. WHAT DO YOU ENJOY DOING MOST WITH 3? being random ^-^
3. HAVE YOU EVER DATED 3? ofcccc...no.
4. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 3? nope
5. NAME ONE THING YOU LOVE ABOUT 3? shes a finwe!!! XD
6. WHAT IS 3's MIDDLE NAME?
7. WHERE DOES 3 LIVE? Portalouis =D
8. DO YOU LIKE 3? ofc i do she's finwe who wouldnt?
9. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 3? shes mental

NUMBER SEVEN: Tomi
10. WHAT'S NUMEBER 7'S FULL NAME? --- ------- (not saying xD)
11. HOW DID YOU MEET 7? through rach
12. HAVE YOU EVER HUNG OUT WITH 7? no
13. NAME ONE INTERESTING THING: sex XD
15. NAME SOMETHING 7 IS GOOD AT? ...sex XD
16. ARE YOU OLDER OR YOUNGER THAN 7? younger
18. EVER DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL WITH NUMBER 7?: ....

NUMBER SIX: Christina
22. DO YOU HAVE ANY REGRETS WITH 6? noo
23. DO YOU KNOW 6'S MIDDLE NAME? nope
24. ARE YOU RELATED TO 6? nooo (twin xD)
25. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 6? 2 years
26. ARE YOU IN 6'S TOP 8? no :/
27. EVER LAUGHED WITH 6? haha yehhh
28. WOULD 6 BE THERE FOR YOU? yeh
29. WOULD YOU BE THERE FOR 6? ofc i would she knws that
30. WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT 6? shes an amazing christian

NUMBER TWO: Emmii
31. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW 2? uh......
34. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE WITH 2? gabber XD
35. HOW DID YOU MEET 2? through a friend
37. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 2?no
38. DO YOU LOVE 2? ofc as a friend ^^
40. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 2? mhmm

NUMBER FOUR: Kim
41. WHERE DID YOU MEET 4? THUKST =D
42. YOU RELATED TO 4? no
44. DID YOU EVER GO TO SCHOOL WITH 4? No
45. IS 4 A FUN PERSON TO BE WITH? yupp xD
46. ARE YOU ON 4'S TOP 8 LIST? she dont have one :/
47. WHEN IS 4'S BIRTHDAY? euhmmm....between march and may i think xD
49. HOW OFTEN DO YOU GET TO SEE 4? i seen her in liverpool gonna meet again soonies though ^^
50. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 4? shes soubii

NUMBER FIVE: Emi
51. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 5? ammm few months
52. WHEN DID YOU LAST SEE 5? never...
53. EVER DATED 5? nooo
54. DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON WITH 5? TH and are gossipness
55. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR 5? ofc i would
57. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO KILL 5? no
58. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID WITH 5? talk on msn
59. WHAT IS THE NEXT THING YOU WILL DO WITH 5? discuss things XD
60. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 5? she's a very open minded beautiful person ^^

NUMBER ONE: RACHELLLLL :D
61. ARE YOU RELATED TO 1? nooo
62. WHERE DID YOU MEET 1? bebo XD
63. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 1? yes ofc
64. WHERE DOES 1 LIVE? in wales
66. HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN IN TROUBLE WITH 1? uh dnt think so
67. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO WITH 1? webcam pics...but we cnt do any now cus i dnt have a webcam :'(
70. DO YOU LOVE 1? of course shes my best friend


NUMBER EIGHT: Billa
71. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 8? uh...a year i think....
72. HAVE YOU EVER LIVED WITH 8? nope
73. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO DATE 8? nooo
74. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL MEMORIES WITH 8? hmmm i dnt recall any XD
75. ARE YOU NUMBER 1 ON 8'S TOP 8? uh....
76. HAVE YOU EVER FOUGHT WITH 8? yupp
78. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 8? yupp
79. DO YOU LIKE 8 ? lol he's a friend ^^
80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 8? he makes me lol xD

IN YOUR TOP 8:
81. WHICH WAS THE LAST ONE YOU SAW? kim
82. WHICH ONE WILL YOU SEE NEXT? ...kim
83. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST TALK TO ON THE PHONE? Rachel
85. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST TEXT? ...rachel....
86. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST IM? maria
87. WHICH ONE IS THE EASIEST TO TALK TO? every one
88. WHICH ONE DO YOU TRUST THE MOST? all of them
89. WHICH ONE KNOWS YOU BEST? Rachel (And kim...and maria)
91. WHICH ONE DO YOU HAVE THE MOST IN COMMON WITH? Rachel (Y)
92. WHICH ONE DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW? all of them xD
93. WHICH ONE HAVE YOU SPENT THE MOST TIME WITH? kim
94. WHICH ONE DO YOU TALK TO MOST RIGHT NOW? uh.....i dunno
95. WHICH ONE LISTENS THE BEST? rachel...kim...maria...christina.......uh....
96. WHICH ONE HAS BEEN THERE FOR YOU THE MOST? all of them
97. WHICH ONE IS THE FUNNIEST? MARIA AND RACHEL
98. WHICH ONE LAUGHS THE MOST? rach
99. WHICH ONE HAVE YOU CRIED WITH? uhm...rachel....maria...kim
100. WHICH ONE WILL REPOST THIS? i dunno :/


Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

Stolen from Emmii who stole it from Rach

Can you name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. *this is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first!! No cheating!

Stolen off of Emmi who stole it from Rachel :P

1. Atle (since he's right next to me)
2. Tom <33
3. Rachel
4. Bill
5. Emmii
6. Gee
7. Gustav
8. Dan
9. Aiden
10. Kara
11. Jana
12. Emi
13. Siren Marie
14. Amii
15. Christina
16. Sam
17. Joey
18. Matt
19. Emil
20. Øyvind

THE QUESTIONS:

• How did you meet 10?
through aiden

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
i dunno ach :/

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
i'd be glad christina is dating my cousin but øyvind is dating Tale lol

• If you could marry anyone between 6 and 14 who will it be?
Dan lol XD

• Did you ever like 9?
no i really dislike him..nahh he's awesome hehe

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
nope i dont think so

• Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
lol i dunno XD

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
NOOOOOO hahaha my mate and my boyfriend i think not!

• Describe 8:
metallica obsessed maniac XD

• Do you like 12?
yup love her she's amazing ^^

• Tell me something about 17:
he skate boards XD

• What's 7's favourite color?
dunno lol

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
be extremely scared O.o

• When was the last time you talked to number 6?
cnt remember

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
crazeee

• What language does 13 speak?
Norsk alle der wayen

• Who is 2 going out with?
moi <33

• What year is 16 in?
Year 1 at sixth form
• What is 5's favourite music
i don't know -.-
• Would you ever date 11?
hahaha nooooo she's a friend XD

• Is 3 single?
i think so....there again i could be wrong Ô.o

• What is 10s last name
Emin

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?
No...

• Where does 18 live?
Newquay

• What do you think about 2?
MY CUDDLE BEAR i love him soooooooooooo much, jeg elsker deg for alltid tomassss <3

•What is the best thing about 4?
he is an awesome friend! tusen takk for alle bill ^^

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
she is the ultimate joey jordison lover XD

• How did you meet 9?
School...

• What is the best and worst thing about 3?
Rach is my best mate, yeh we can get into our fights....myeh we have our own opinions but its what best friends you know?

• Are you going to know 13 forever?
yupp were family

• Would you lick 4?
no even though i did by accident once -.- and i got taken the piss out of so muich -.-

• Would you ever sleep with number 12?
No

• Would you drink 13s saliva?
nooooooo

• Did you ever sing karaoke with number 2?
Pfft.....we do more than singing karaoke hehehe

• Have you rode a rollercoaster with number 4?
No.....WE SHOULD DO THAT SOME TIME!

• Would you ever kiss number 12?
nope.

its cutting me like a knife...

quite literally...

i feel like i've been in a episode of eastenders....



its true...you'll never find comfort in truth....
all you'll find is pain...

Byz - D0 you wanna ...

haha i will deffo remember this song....
o god...this song isn't helping me think straight at all
TT____TT

Oh God ~___~''
enjoy XD

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

' i feel so raped, so follow me down and just fake it!'

Good god you're coming up with reasons
Good god you're dragging it out
Good god it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down
And just fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like affection
Woah you're such a fucking hypocrite!!!

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

2 days left and feeling like shit -.-

yup....2 days till i go t norway....and yet....now i don't feel like going...

i guess i have unfinished business..

talked to cuddle bear yesterday..
i haven't been able to think straight for about....21 hours since......hehe....
then it happened....everything went down hill...
i ended up on a emotional high...
and then he starts drinking.
*sigh*

~to cuddle bear~
No matter how you treat me,
i'll always love you...i guess i've found my true love
....
you.
~~

so at the moment, i'm looking after my little cousin and i ended up braiding her hair as usual.
she's just watching Negima while i'm trying to get my head together...it aint working XD.

Helzy_xo
'sealed with an xo'

You look like a retarded duck XD

Yes i admit,
i love Chris Crocker, he is the he/she tranny superhero.
and this video just made me lol 1oo times XD
favourite qoutes:
"your sexy, i wanna do you" i pretty much lolled
"you look like a retarded duck" xD
"just yell uplifting things like 'work it baby looking sexy as hell, lookin good baby boiii, looking good girl, work it hunny *psychotic laugh* lookin good, i want it for dinner, yapp"

haha by the way watch 2:29 - 2:33 that is a legend saying XD
just watch the vid XD

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ACHTNUNG CUDDLE BEAR!!!

Right recently, when i haven't been online you come online.
i'll be gone in 4 days and so i'm hoping to talk to you before then...

if not...au revoir, i'll miss you and i hope you have a good birthday
sorry i haven't been able to talk to you

Love you Cuddle bear, forever and always x

Lol the stuff XD

6 days till norway

i really can't wait ^^
I'm so looking forward to it.
and if i cant speak to cuddle bear by 6 days time.....i'll be depressed lol.
i haven't spoken to him for three days....hmmm...i wonder whats going on....


well anywho as we all know Jasmine You from Versailles passed away T______T
and so in rememberance of him i'm getting a purple streak in my hair
(cause he used to wear a lot of purple).

life seems to be getting duller by each day...

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Vampire Wars

I've been on this Vampire Wars thing on facebook all day and so far
I'm a level 5 Noble Vampire lol.
i'm quite proud of the way my Vampire is looking too i just need to change her name...
(which i don't have enough elder points for >__<)

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SHOCKING NEWS FOR VERSAILLES FANS

I just found out that the bassist Jasmine You from Versailles passed away on the 9th august T___T
due to his poor physical condition he passed away

Jasmine You:
You were the shizz.
i can't believe you've gone
your bass riffs were fantastic
such a sad loss for everyone and for the band
~
あなた驚くべきいた。
それになっていると考えているのは難しい。
すべての人にとって大きな損失です。

平和で休む...ジャスミン
~


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seether fever by any chance?

i've been listening to a lot of Seether and Versailles recently...but mostly seether....seether fever much?

i've listened to (So far):
Seether - Fake it
Seether - careless whisper
seether- remedy
Seether - needles
Versailles - Zombie
Versailles - shout and bites.

somethings wrong with me... lol XD maybe the bronchitis is having a side effect to metal music XD

i ended up watching the first episode of season 3 of skins before..and then i switched to seether xD.

i've been doing a lot of thinking recently too :/...but i dunno... my mind decides to think of things out of no where....and then i think on it really hard...


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An Ermine called Chamo

i love ermines they are majorly cute ^^.
even though you can't keep them for pets; they are better in the wild and i totally love them ^^.
so when i was watching episode 5 of Negima and seen the ermine named Chamo i was totally thrilled apart from the fact chamo is a total perv... -__-''
(heh heh heh reminds me of someone ;D ... who is not gonna be named...)
but seriously if i find out people keep ermines for pets i'll be.....mad @__@
i stand strongly at the statement that wild animals shouldn't be kept as pets.
lol i love Chamo when he's dancing in the credits hehe

(CLICK HERE TO WATCH CHAMO DANCE)

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Who you gonna run to? Cause i'm the one who loves you..

I haven't heard this song in three years now.
i love this song.
i've been through that situation.
like in the chorus it goes:

"can we pick up were we started?
can we be adults about it?
what you saying what you take me for?
i kinda get the feeling we've been here before, i know,
lets do something about it
cause i just want to let you know."

i think everyone has been in that situation...
and you know...it can be tough.
but you can always find a way to get out of it you know?
theres no right or wrong to be honest.
and theres this one line that strikes me in the whole song...which is (ofc)

"Who you gonna run to?...Cause i'm the one who loves you..."

its something that strikes me and makes me realise how much the word 'Love' means to me...
it means alot....and i'm glad to say i have someone to Love...which means giving them my all...no matter what....



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Moonwalker.

i recently bought the DVD

Micheal Jackson
Moonwalker.

its pretty awesome;; you can tell the man had a child like mind along with an amazing talent for music.
the music was fantasmic.
(will post a vid of 'Come Together' at the end)
gahh i'm in pain I can't even cough or laugh without being in agony >__<

well i'm going Bye!

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;D

Prime Time Anime

lol yupp Kara and Helzy strike again with the anime xP. we bought Final Fantasy Advent Children, Negima (mine) and Pokemon the movie 3 and Pokemon Jirachi (both kara's) lol we watched Final Fantasy and Half of Negima last night (whilst being called retards by cuddle bear...=/ ) and todaii...so....far....we've watched Pokemon the movie 3 and the rest of Negima and we have a a new saying..."HIGH FIVE *high five* ARGH FEEL THE STING!!!"
hehe but seriously i think theres a new couple i idolise now...
Tifa and Cloud from Final Fantasy 'advent children' (pic is at the top)

I also went to the doctors this morning and found out i have mild bronchitis formall known as acute bronchitis and to make it ten times worse i've just found it can last for months O__o.

Acute Bronchitis
'Acute bronchitis often occurs during the course of an acute viral illness such as the Common cold or influenza.viruses cause about 90% of cases of acute bronchitis while bacteria account for less than 10%. Ciggarette Smoking (or even second hand smoke) is the most common cause, followed by air polution and occupational exposure to irritants.
OH the joy =/ .
well i'm gonna go Byeeee


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LIVERPOOL LEGENDS =P

Sorry for the bad quality of photo's XD
right so as you can tell ... it has something to do with Liverpool;; yes.....THE LIVERPOOL LEGENDS GAME!!!
well it was the most awesome day ever; i got to meet the guys who used to play for liverpool!!!
right so in order of the photos:
1) Jan Molby and me
2) Me and Phil Neal
3) Mark Wright and Me
4) me and Bob Bulder
5) Jimmy Case and my dad (jimmy taught me how to spit like a footballer ;D)
6) me and Alan Kenedy
7) me and John Wark


My dad was so pleased he got a picture with his hero xP

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Summer tunes =P

Now usually i have my summer tunes that sound quite exotic you know?
it really lightens up my summer...
(and some other stuff too ;) hehe;; want more details ask cuddle bear)
But no...the greatest girls who create good Summer-y music is Kat DeLuna and some shakira and Kaci Brown.


so my top recommended summer songs are:
Kaci Brown - Body Language
Kat DeLuna - Run The Show
Kat DeLuna - Whine Up
Shakira - Hips Don't Lie
Shakira and Beyonce - Beautiful Liar

theres some vids at the bottom ;D

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THE LAO trick

right this guy has done the trick wrong your supposed to turn it upside down lol.
just tilt your head to the side XD you'll get it XD
i got taught this trick quite a while ago.

so here is the LAO trick

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Myttin da ^^

'Myttin da' is actual cornish for good morning...bet you all didn't know that ;D

so yeh its like 10 ... something in the morning lol.
(my clock on this isn't right so you'll have to bare with me i'm afraid.
so this morning i've decided to write my blog outside. lol.

Last night was the funniest conversation on the phone ever!
Me and Rachel where on a (Non edible) Roll XD

like first off rachel was telling me about this story on THFF and there was this line saying
"He didn't know what to do with himself"
and Rachel thought:


L
A
O ?

lol but obviously write it on a piece of paper with the letters dead close and turn it up side down XD
and then at one point i thought rachel said have you read all the slugs yet i was like...slugs?...WTF?! lol
then i said "yay my tattoo's gettin darker" and she thought i said "and they lived happily ever after XD"
then rachel was trying to say schwarz and she said it wrong 'cause she was thinking about kebabs at the time XD
and then i said "oh my god we're on a roll" to which rachel replied "is it an edible one 'cause i'm starving" XD
our convo's on the phone are legendary.

god i think there's a good chance of me getting burnt today lol. its sooo warm...and yes...i am wearing a skirt...again....FOURTH TIME IN A ROW!!!! >_____<
and my hair won''t stop going all curly/wavey

my dad just came out going "I'm fucking pissed off" and i was like "why?"
"your cousin thats what"
to which i said "who andy?"
and he said "yeh"....hmmmm =/.

lol i am inlove with this song XD
Manzini - The Balloon Song lol
i shall put the video at the end ;D.
so yeh...don't you just hate it when a girl tries to get your guy? and she acts like a pure bitch and your like...-_-''.
Shizz happens really don't it =/.
you cant stop it even if you try to.

(DAMN THIS COUGH >____<'' )

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What do you want from me?...Cuddle bear lol.

I love this song...
its so perdyfullllllll
remind me of ♥Cuddle Bear♥ especially the part that goes:

"if heaven is the only place, would you take my hand?"

the best part of the song ♥

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♥